i love the band thursday..they played here the other night. i didn’t go. i just didn’t feel like a show… my friend took a number of awesome pictures…
i just listened to the song..i hope your alone now..the lyrics ..not so understandable..i know them..but i felt the need to reread them..
i realized every decision ive ever made …that involves me and “love” has been terrible…until right now….until my current situation. yes, it’s not without its faults…but its distance at fault…sometimes i wonder how it would be without the distance.. i think it would be good…i think it would be essentially the same..but in person instead of phone calls …i don’t know… we don’t talk about the distance..we don’t talk about changing it…or erasing the distance…i don’t know…i don’t know…i just wish i did…sometimes im such a girl…i hate myself…